Career...

So after doing some thinking, I realized I don't feel I have a career. I have a full-time job, and I really don't do shit. I mean, I keep busy and all, and the things I do add value to the company, however, I feel like I'm not doing anything to add value to myself. It doesn't feel like a career. Granted, I don't mind going into work, and the flexibility is great, and I like my peers, however, I don't see myself moving forward. Someone reading this would say, "well, quit! And do what you want to do". I would say the cliche, "It's not that simple", and it isn't. It would be simple if I actually knew what I wanted to do, but, I don't.

Looks like this year will be a downer. I had initially thought that this year would get better, seeing as it felt I was starting fresh, but the first 5 months (so far) have been a shitty nightmare. That's all I have to say about that...