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Sorrow...

I don't think it's gonna work out w/ e. I like the girl a lot, and I can see us happy together if a million things fall into place (none of which require her to change). I tend to think that her personality will bring out the best in mine. I dunno. Maybe I'm just delusional. The weird thing is I really want it to work, however, more and more, I don't want to talk to her. I have no idea how that works, or if it even makes sense. It makes me sad. H being around eases the pain, but not the sadness...

Forever

This song is probably one of my faves right now. It's like a metaphor for how I see a perfect relationship. Makes me just want to dance forever.

Songs of the exes (and other girls)

A - I swear - All for One
K - So in Love - Jacky Cheung & Regine Velasquez
V - All My Life - K-Ci and Jojo
H - Lost in Your Eyes - Debbie Gibson
L - Everyday I Love You - Boyzone
H - Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's

More great Rock-isms...

dating when the other doesn't think far ahead for it to bloom into a relationship.

maybe it'll just me nice to just enjoy yourselves

this is related to what we were talking about earlier, about just experiencing each other as is, dealing with what's right in front of you without past information or historical facts

but now its dealing with not relying on the potential of the future

I've had to work on this too

for the longest time with him, I was unsure if our futures would align, and it caused a lot of artificial problems that didn't exist yet. It was all in my head and he didn't get it

so its about simplifying and being present

not thinking too much

How did she accomplish not thinking too much?

well I realized that what i have right now with him is really fucking good
that I'm enjoying myself, and wouldn't want to give it up for anything
even if we didn't end up together in the end

I'd only see him once a week, and it was hard to keep a rhythm of things
and i worry how long I'd have to do this

anyway, the point is. you work through things as they come up

Thanks Rock...

Thanks for this advice:

there's nothing wrong with not sharing everything. i think i'm more concerned that the energy you're putting in to your relationship with t is based on it not working out

instead of hoping that it will

you know what i mean?

it makes a difference...

Negative energy vs. Positive energy. Never thought of that before...