Sorrow...

I don't think it's gonna work out w/ e. I like the girl a lot, and I can see us happy together if a million things fall into place (none of which require her to change). I tend to think that her personality will bring out the best in mine. I dunno. Maybe I'm just delusional. The weird thing is I really want it to work, however, more and more, I don't want to talk to her. I have no idea how that works, or if it even makes sense. It makes me sad. H being around eases the pain, but not the sadness...