I can't believe it's come to this...

I've completely lost hope. Even the songs that once gave me hope have no effect on me. Things seemed to really be picking up the last few weeks, and they were all crushed in one night. It really sucks having all hope sucked out of you. I really thought I saw a light at the end of the tunnel, and things would get better towards the end of the year. Funny thing is I thought w/ the election of Obama, not only would the country change for the better, but my life as well. I was wrong. I really don't know how things will get better. It's an odd feeling having no hope.