A Dream...

A few nights ago, I had a dream. One of those dreams that feels real. So I woke up (in my dream) to her next to me. I immediately remembered we were "dating", but I was keeping it secret (like I always do). I realized we hadn't taken any pics together, and that we should. Then I woke up for real, and in pain...

I guess I am missing something from my life...

BoA - My Way Your Way (feat. WISE) - English Subbed

*sigh*

My theory on my taste in girls...

Looking back at my past relationships, the most successful ones have been with outgoing girls who are talkative and energetic (something I am not) This goes all the way back to high school, but oddly enough, something I've just figured out myself. the story of me figuring this out stems from the post below "Milky Way". That was the video that made me <3 BoA. The reason was because of the energy and spunkiness she displayed throughout the vid. I dunno how to explain without sounding creepy, but seeing how I'm writing this for myself, no explanation is needed because I should be able to know how it made me feel. Ok bye.

The video that started it all...

This is the vid that started my whole thing for BoA 5 years ago...

Last Christmas...

My song of the moment (by BoA of course). I feel like it talks to me.

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away.
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.

I actually feel like I identify with it. A lot of the lyrics chronicle how I've felt over the past year.

My gosh I thought you were someone to rely on?
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

Yeah...

BoA

I love BoA. Whenever I'm down, she always seems to cheer me up. I tend not to listen to her music as much when I'm happy, just when I need cheering up. Actually, I tend to listen to her music when things look like they may be getting better. I've been listening to her a lot lately, so hopefully it still holds true. I'm glad I bought her album when I was in Tokyo.